Pan Mass Challenge Training Ride #1

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I made the mistake of looking at the PMC training schedule online yesterday morning before heading out for my first “long” ride. Big mistake. I am so far behind in training that it is not even funny. It will especially not be funny on August 3 & 4, when I will be riding from Sturbridge to Provincetown regardless of how poorly trained I am. Yikes. If anyone from the PMC happens to read this, I am sorry and I promise I’ll finish.

The ride itself was really nice. As nice as a ride can be when there is a tape in your head telling you that you are way behind in training. It was a beautiful morning and lots of cyclists were out. Because I left my house around 6:30 AM, cyclists and a handful of runners were the only people who were out, and it was such a peaceful start to the day. I rode around 35 miles and felt great afterward.

The bad news is that I still ride more slowly than I would like. My route is really hilly – at least I think it constitutes “really hilly.” Elevation starts and ends at around 110 ft, with the route having a low of 22 feet and a high of 390 feet. There isn’t just one big climb – the elevation chart shows a constant series of hills, and there are few, if any, flat straightaways. Anyway, it seems hilly to me, and probably good for training. I’m hoping that my lack of speed is due at least in part to the hilly nature of my route. And if someone reading this knows that my route does not, in fact constitute “hilly,” please don’t tell me. Ignorance is bliss here.

The good news is that I felt fine when I finished and could have kept going if I didn’t have morning commitments I needed to tend to. I am confident that I will finish this ride, even if it takes a while.

I decided when I signed up for the PMC that I would dedicate each of my long training rides to one of the many people I am riding for. This, my first official training ride, was dedicated to my husband, Chris, my inspiration for riding the PMC and for just about everything else I do.

Chris was in high school when he was diagnosed with Stage 3 Hodgkins Lymphoma. His prognosis was not good, but he beat the odds and is still here today, approaching the 25th anniversary of his final cancer treatment – on February 7, 2014. While I was busy trying to figure out which Swatch watch to purchase in high school, Chris was undergoing intensive rounds of chemotherapy and radiation. It worked. He survived the cancer, he survived the treatment, and he did it with the strength and dignity that I still see in him today.

For Chris, like many survivors, the cancer diagnosis is a lifelong sentence. Although he may have beaten the lymphoma back in high school, he still must deal with the long-term effects of the intense chemotherapy and radiation that were part of his protocol. He has a wonderful life, but he suffers a multitude of medical issues that result from his prior cancer treatment, not to mention the persistent fear that cancer will return. Nonetheless, he is so, so grateful to be alive.

Chris and I have been married for 17 years. When I met him, we were first year students at Boston College Law School and he was coming up on the 5th anniversary of his final cancer treatment. I remember taking him to TGI Fridays on Newbury Street in Boston to celebrate – February 7, 2004. We were just friends at that point (and if my ex-boyfriend is reading this –SERIOUSLY, WE WERE JUST FRIENDS AT THAT POINT), but good friends, and I am so glad that we celebrated that milestone together. Within a year of that anniversary, we were dating, and within 18 months, we were engaged. Married on August 10, 1996 and the rest is history, as they say.

Before I met Chris, I assumed that feeling insecure was a basic part of any romantic relationship. I think I was convinced that the insecurity was what kept things interesting. How exhausting. When I started dating Chris, I realized how nice it was to feel completely loved and accepted. He gave me the confidence both to try new things and also to simply be myself. One of the things I love most about Chris is that he never fails to support me. I always say that if I told him I wanted to be an astronaut, he’d go out and buy me the suit. He has never doubted that I could do anything I wanted to do, and that kind of unwavering support has shaped my life in the most positive ways.

Chris is one of the smartest people I know. He’s a problem solver, and loves helping people out in need, whether it is sorting out a thorny legal problem that a friend faces or finding the best online shopping deal for something they need. He’s a “go-to” guy for friends and family when they need help. He is loving, kind and funny. Many people who meet him comment to me that he is one of the nicest people they know. And he is.

I am so grateful for the advances that were made in cancer research that enabled Chris to win his battle. I am thrilled that advances made since his treatment have enabled other people to survive lymphoma without the residual effects that Chris has to deal with. Advances in treatment not only save lives, but they also improve the quality of life of the lives they save. And I’m honored to raise money for the PMC to help fund research that can keep these advancements coming.

Chris, this one was for you. I love you, I love you, I love you, and I’m so, so glad you are here.

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6 thoughts on “Pan Mass Challenge Training Ride #1

  1. I loved reading this this morning. I am in the hospital having just had surgery to remove a cancerous ovarian cyst. It appears official: I have ovarian cancer. Chemo is next. My life has completely turned upside down in the space of literally two days. Your post was inspiring to read in that it gives me hope that I will live a long, active, fulfilling life, post-cancer, just like your husband. He sounds like an amazing man.

    • I cannot even tell you how sorry I am to read this and please know that my lighthearted response on your blog was posted long before I read your reply here. You will be in my prayers. You will be in my thoughts. And with your permission, you’ll be on one of the (far too many) ribbons I will pin to my PMC shirt representing all of the people I am riding for.

      You absolutely can enjoy a wonderful life post-cancer, and given the bit that I know about you from your blog, you are exactly the type of person who will. I hope that your prognosis is good and your treatment is easily tolerable. Chris’s prognosis was bad and his treatments were brutal, and yet…here he is. Keep the faith and know that positive thoughts and energy of Marathon AND Sprint proportion are being sent your way.

  2. I love Chris too. And because of Chris I have you my dear friend. Now,,,, hang up the sneaks and get on that sweet whip. July training rides. Me. You. Hills. Lets do it.

  3. I’m sure Chris also had a Swatch Watch.You are both very lucky to have each other…and I’m lucky to have both of you thanks to his impeccable taste in women. Also, if he does buy that astronaut suit, I’m guessing he’ll find it on Craigslist. Love you!
    P.S. – I had a very slow time as well, but I think it had to do with the fact that I was braking while going down all of the hills. I think that could have been it.

    • Correction: Chris still “has” a swatch watch. Wore it to Jenn’s 80’s party and still has it unless we lost it in the move.
      You are hysterical. of course he would get it on craigslist!

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